PaRaNoiA…

Even if we know its wrong or right, romance is overrated, or is it, don’t you think? If only you could see the tears in the world you left behind. I realize you would be an irreplaceable loss. Why did you leave me so in nothingness? Will I forever be in your mind the difficult kind? I have nothing for you and I had nothing before. The only thing that I did wrong was everything, but why? Half the time you would think that I was crazy. Don’t fall asleep, you might not wake up and it is almost Spring outside. Wake. There is no sun shining through. It makes me scream a little, think a little, want a little, wonder a little. Don’t you know it is all the same? Always the same. So breathe it out, I got to lose my mind to work it out somehow. What do you want? What do you need? Do you care? Does it matter? I am glad we talked, I am still alive. She said – can you remember love – how I can’t see, cant understand, cant sleep. Here is something wrong, they said. Do we deserve to be? Is that the question? I sure hope that you are happy now. Pick up the phone! Lets go! Lay back, enjoy the ride, have fun, anything goes. Forget about everything, this is now, because we can. If you don’t like it, get out.